24 days since i last posted here. haven't been writing alot, not here not anyway. but i've gotten back into my momentum of reading again.

didn't get to meet up with alot of my friends during this holiday. i miss all of them. i miss the chalets, i miss the swimming sessions, i miss the walks, i miss the small retreats, i miss chats over the phone, i miss gossiping, i miss having been able to just go out and do nothing at all, i miss the staying over, i miss the shopping sprees, i miss driving around, i miss movies, i miss singing sessions, i miss comics, i miss her, i miss him, i miss them, i miss this, i miss that...

starting to get emotional cause all of a sudden i realise everyone's grown up. people are bound to grow up. to advance to the next stage of their life. some have already done so, just that i refuse to recognise it thinking that all is still as in the past. but no, nothings the same anymore. the environment is different, the people are different, the emotions are different, the personalities have changed. maybe none of them have changed but i have.. maybe they have changed and i refused to, maybe all have differed, varied, changed.